Friday, July 15, 2011

God Please


Oh God please heal this wound
Help me to forgive
Oh God please heal this wound
Help me to live
Oh God please heal this wound
God make them pay
Oh God please heal this wound
God make them go away
Oh God please heal this wound

Parts


There’s parts of me you don’t know
Parts of me you don’t see
Parts of me I wont reveal
To even the greatest of me
You’ll just have to get over it
Forever be in the dark
Cause parts of me are hidden
Hidden deep in my heart

Untitled


You’re like the scab that wont go away
The wound that refuses to heal
All hurt heals over time
But how much time does it take
How much longer will I wonder
How much longer will I think
How much longer will I wish I could
Could change what happened
Could change who you’ve become
Could change how much I’ve changed
I dunno if these feeling are valid
But they’re valid to me
Just a little school girl
With school girl hopes and dreams
Just a little school girl
Not knowing what it means
I just dunno if these feelings are vaild
But they’re valid to me

Thursday, June 16, 2011

dont know

Sometimes I just don't know how it got to this
Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and undo it all
Would you do it all the same
Would you still give me life
Would I still take it knowing what I know
Cause sometimes the past will catch up to the future
And sometimes I wish that it would hurry
Would we do it all the same
Baby I just don't know
Loving you is the hardest thing I've ever had to do
Everyone comes with baggage but dang
Just dang sometimes I just don't know
This baggage is here and I cant hide it
It wont fit in the closest like an old suit case
Its the old lady standing next to me cackling in my face
Its the old man pointing to laugh
I know I'd still take it
But I just don't know, I just don't know

Friday, April 15, 2011

Memories

Memories are just memories
Little pieces of our past
Memories are just memories
They never really last

We can think of the good
Or we can think of the bad
No matter which we think of
They will make us sad

But remember the good honey
Remember what we had
Remember the good honey
And maybe you’ll be glad

I’ve lived a wonderful life so far
I’ve seen amazing things
I’ve lived a wonderful life so far
I’ve ridden on angel’s wings

When I think of my memories
I remember the laughter and the tears
When I think of my memories
I see the smiles and the fears

Cause no matter what happens
I cling to the good ones
NO matter what happens
I know that I have won

Memories are just memories
Little pieces of our past
Memories are just memories
They never really last

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

For Mark

I wrote this 2 weeks ago for my husband & didn't plan on posting it until he got a chance to read it since we're going through a rough time. But in light of everything that is going on in my marriage and with me personally I've decided that I'm going to post it anyway. I really love this one and I hope that one day he does too.


I’ve never felt a love like this before
I’ve never wanted to give myself away
Hand my heart over not knowing where it goes
I’ve never felt like this before

Sometimes I get lost in your eyes
In the touch of your hand against mine
Sometimes I get lost in the smell of your skin
In the feel of our bodies entwined

I’ve never felt a love like this before
It’s so damn confusing
So damn alluring
I’ve never felt a love like this before

Sometimes I get lost in the sound of your voice
In the memories of the past
Sometimes I get lost in the beat of your heart
In the snoring that doesn’t last

I’ve never felt so in love before
Before you walked into my life
Before you touched my hand and kissed my lips
No, no, I’ve never felt a love like this before

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Searching, longing

Wrote this like 5 mins ago... I'm totally in a writing mood so I expect more to come.


Searching, longing for something more
Something you might not be able to give me
Searching, longing for something more
Something that might not be

Nothing can shake this feeling
This feeling of regret
Nothing can shake this feeling
This feeling of yet

What is yet to come
What is yet to be
What is yet to come
What is yet to be seen

Searching, longing for something more
Standing here waiting for you
Searching, longing for something more
Standing here enjoying the view

I wonder what will happen
What will happen to my pain
I wonder what will  happen
What will there be to gain

So long we have not spoken
Not spoken about us
So long we have not spoken
Not spoken about what was

Searching, longing for something more
Something you might not be able to give me
Searching, longing for something more
Something that might not be